Valentine's Day is the first time I told her I loved her. We had only been together a couple of months and officially calling each other girlfriends for a month. (what does a lesbian bring on the second date? a u-haul! ba-dum-bum!) So when I told her I was in love with her, it may really have been infatuation...eek! She looked at me with huge eyes after I said it and just smiled that "omg, I've got a psycho on my hands" kinda smile. Soooo awkward. A few days later we laughed about it and didn't say it again for a long while.
Well it turns out that I truly did and still do love her. I love her with all my heart. She is the reason I am where I am today. She pushes me to be the best I can be and without her love and encouragement I don't think I would be a nurse or the person I have become. She is truly the most genuine person I know with the brightest smile in the room. She has this light, an aura about her that makes you want to talk to her. Karma is truly her bestie because good things happen to her all the time. (She should play the lotto!) I really believe it's because she is sincerely a good person and what goes around certainly comes around. She finds the best in people and brings it out.
Her eyes are my favorite. They change all the time but are the bluest blue, almost purple at times. The first thing I ever said to her was that she had the prettiest eyes I had ever seen. (and then we didn't speak for another year!) I knew the first time we kissed that I was in big trouble. She can evoke the most amazing feelings out me that I never knew I was capable of having. I am me in the rawest of forms around her and she loves that and because of her, I now love that too. We have been through so much over the years and she has been there for every tear shed and kissed them all dry. She is the cray-cray whisperer. She is my rock. She keeps me from going over the edge most days and is usually at the bottom to catch me when I actually do. This journey to make a baby has made me realize what a lucky girl I am to have her by my side. I can't wait to carry her baby and I can't wait to tell our children someday what an amazing mommie they have.
|One of our favorite wedding pics <3|