We are in a bit of a dilemma. We are torn as to how many eggs to put in after retrieval. R will prob have a fair amount of eggs based on her first scan ( 32 follies without drugs). I want to try two eggs but R is TERRIFIED of having twins. I have waves of fear, the thought of having twins around doesn't bother me, the thought of carrying them to term without complications is what worries me. The other problem is that R only wants two kids. I want two kids but the thought of three doesn't bother me either. Soooo if we had twins the first time that means that we wouldn't be using my eggs at all. Is your head spinning yet? Our clinic has a 35% rate of twins-that seems a little high. The only couple we know that used the clinic is pregnant with twins. Every time we go to the clinic we walk down the hall lined with pics of multiples and R gets crazy eyes. Also it feels awful putting two back in hopes only one would make it. It sounds so shitty when you put it that way. I just can't see going through all of this, putting one egg in, and not getting pregnant at all. So what do we do?? How many of ya'll put two in and had/having a singleton? Any thoughts?
On a different note, I had an awesome dream that we did have a baby, a girl. I was holding her and she was nuzzled in my neck and I could smell her. That unforgettable baby smell. I could feel her soft head and her warm wiggly body against mine. It was so amazingly real. I hope it's a premonition rather than just a dream.